Massacre

Longing for your acceptance
Longing for your friendship
Has caused this mess
This massacre
Of something
That was once good
You're supposed to be
People to look up to
Not people to be scared of
Not people who you're scared
To know your business
Because you know they'll judge
Turn it all around
I wanted to be accepted
Welcomed
But I just wasn't good enough
And now
You will have to live
With the fact
That I hid
Because you scared your own child so terribly
That I hurt
Because he was scared of you

And you
Trying to be a friend
Then turning around
Over and over again
What is this?
You're all just so
Oblivious
Do you want to see?
See what's been done to me?
You'll never believe it though
You'll think it for one minute
Then turn around the next
That's how it's always been
I hope you're happy
Knowing
That you
Killed
Something
Beautiful